I don’t think I’ve had a day start so well and get progressively more emotional as the hours ticked on. I’m not sure if I’m being too hard on myself still or if I’m proud of myself but I’m still super scared. I don’t know if I’m being honest to myself or protecting everyone else. In a nutshell … my day started with me jumping on the horse and ended with me falling right off it again.
And … that’s all I have for ‘project me’ day 235, which is sad because so many beautiful things happened today, if only I hadn’t clouded them with the damn noises of low self esteem … or is that high esteem?